It's definitely a weird feeling wherein you dont know which is which! Have you ever felt that it was totally wrong but still you continue on doing it? It feels so dumb and numb,right? Feeling lost but you're not...they keep telling me to stop what I feel for him, but how? Is it really that simple for them to stop what they feel for someone? It is surreal...they just keep on saying that they have gone through those things and I am still young to know and to feel those things. Am I really that stupid for them? It wasn't even part of the plan. It just happened,next thing know I am falling. Can anyone can control who they'll fall with? Impossible.